No worries. Here's the link.

I didn't, as suggested, write this as a challenge to all the atheists. It was just me trying to explain why I believe in the existence of G-d.

I was a little surprised at the response and even more surprised that it went viral. And while I defended my position at first, it felt like it was getting personal. And then I was getting angry...and it wasn't a viewpoint or opinion that set out to challenge and yet that's how it was recieved...across several platforms.

https://medium.com/the-judean-peoples-front/if-g-d-didnt-exist-then-how-would-you-explain-this-58ad4f5f3026